[05.24.2018] The First.

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Alright. There. New blog. New post. This is me trying to get a hold of my life. Hahaha. 😂 This is me trying to keep me sane. It's been 2 weeks since I gave birth to my baby boy, Dylan Caeleb, and I am not allowed to go out because, yeah. C-Section. So here I am, trying to keep my sanity by trying to do something. 😂

Since I am a first time mom, I am really struggling with a lot of things. Like taking care of the baby, breastfeeding, keeping myself sane even if I lack sleep every night because Dylan is on a night shift. Well, I'm actually struggling more on breastfeeding right now. It is really my goal to breastfeed, because as they say, breastmilk is still the best for babies. But my supply doesn't seem to be enough for my baby (since he is already consuming 4oz at 2 weeks old) and since he was formula-fed when I gave birth to him. I was too exhausted to feed that night so yeah. But hopefully I'll be able to win this over.

Turned 30 2 days ago and still trying to figure out where I'm going with my life. HAHAHA. Kinda hard to adult, you know?

For now, I have a task to do. Notes to update, and a handsome baby to take care of. Ciao!


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